Well Karmas was ablast i havent had so much fun in a long time.  It was totally the break i needed.. We didnt do much but we were able to just hang out and enjoy life and have fun and just be cousins again and sisters and friends.  It was the best weekend ever.  I havent laughed that much in a long time.

But now to a new topic.  I think today i hurt one of my friends feelings by trying to protect her, and well i feel awful I certainly didnt mean to. This girl is amazingly awesome and sweet and yeah.  So if you read this im sorry.  I didnt mean to hurt you, I trust your judgement and do whatever you think is right okay?

New topic.. again.... The play that im directing is coming along slowly at first but it is, I'm so proud of Bailey for not being an actress she is doing an amazing job!!! shes totally doing her lines and just wow im so happy!!!! Its great, some of the other girls arent sooo great but eh its coming and thats all that matters right?  I mean life is a highway i wanna ride it all night long.... BADDADING BADDA BOOM!!!!! im so bored.... I'm noteven sure what im saying.

Okay the last topic for the day I think.  Dont you absolutley hate it when people mess with you they tell you one thign and then act totally different.  dont you hate it when you think somethign is so pure and good unly to find out hte inside is corrupt and evil and dirty and dank.  Dont you ahte it when you try so hard to be good to be ahppy to be perfect only to fail over and over again driving those you car about the most away from you?  dont you hate it when life slaps you across the face one to many times leaving permenat marks on your soul?  Dont you hate it when you smile yet your crying inside?  Dont oyu hate being a teenager?